I will learn to be strong from now onwards without u guys brothers...

Leaving Singapore in few hours time

2007-09-19T01:40:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.Don't know where to start from.Suddenly feel so emo and having all those flash back when i was just a freshies in Temasek Polytechnic IT school.Would everything be very different for me if i never took the step to join INTSC as a sub comm when i was year 1?Thinking back about it i think i made a right choice in joining INTSC as it brightens up my day and it change my mindset of coming to school everyday.

Poly is not just about studying and doing project.It is about having fun at the same time while we are studying.The purpose of coming to Poly is to shake of the days of wearing school uniform and having fun in school.

INTSC has given me a fun filled ride of my life in poly, be it Team Bonding Camp, Director's Cup Orientation Leadership Training Camp and etc.I have lost some friends but at the same time i gain new friends.It is never a dull moment cause even if i was feeling sad and down on that day, friends i known from INTSC would be there to cheer me up.And of course not to forget about my Baby Evelyn whom i got to know through my soulmate that i got to know from year 1 who was my Facilitator in Team Bonding Camp Jocelyn.If Jocelyn had not intro her to me, i think now i would still be a lonely guy who would be very emotional at most of the time.

I also won't forget those friends who were there for me when i was feeling low at a moment of the time.If i forget to list your name out don't scold me as there are quite a lot to list out.So i apologise if i leave anyone of you out.Listing order is which ever name come to my mind i type out, in fact all of you mean a lot to me.Yuan Long a.k.a Robert, Xiang a.k.a Ju-On, Eugene a.k.a Gene, Benjamin a.k.a Ben, Si Jie a.k.a Psyduck Lobster, Stacy a.k.a Togepi, Fiora a.k.a Jigglypuff, Dave a.k.a Davester, Katherine a.k.a Bimbo??, Shawn a.k.a PussyTao, Marcus a.k.a No.1 Pussy, Jocelyn a.k.a Apple Association President, Diana a.k.a Apple Association Publicity, Jonathan a.k.a Jon, Nicholas Cheong a.k.a Himbo.Thanks to all of you guys for being there when i need someone.

I won't forget about you either Evelyn a.k.a Baby Husky.Now you guys know who is Baby Husky already right?She plays an important role in my life too as she always the one there to take all the scolding and my temper when i am feeling angry.I am sorry Baby if i always vent my anger adn throw my temper at you to frighten you.I promise you that i would take good care of myself over at Shanghai there.Love you.

I think i am going to miss out all the fun in INTSC and the times when Baby is there for me when i am feeling stress and tired.Haiz.I am starting to miss all of it now as it is just another day away before i leave.Do chat with me on MSN.

I think i miss out some people...They are not other then my Empire sub comms from TBC 07/08 IRON HIDE!!!I will miss you guys too and thanks for the last memories that i can take it with me for the trip.You guys are a great bunch of sub comms and i do hope that you guys will carry on to join INTSC events as helpers or participants.When i come back do join my event Orientation Leadership Training Camp 2008.Lookiing forward to see you guys either as Orientation Leader or my camp helpers.

LOVE YOU GUYS and I will try my best to get some stuff back for you guys.

Being Haunt By The Past

2007-07-05T02:52:00.000+08:00

I am back to blog again after quite a long time.Reason is can't find anything to blog out and also being kept busy by my Major Project and school stuffs.Went to watch Transformer 2 times straight in a week.All i can say about the movie is thumbs up and it is really worth watching again and again.Feel like watching the movie again.The movie will be able to change a person perception of the movie after watching it, even though at first they say it is not worth watching.

The movie also have great and nice songs played through out the whole show.Some of the songs maybe quite retro and old already but it is still nice and meaningful.And 1 of the songs that i liked the most is a song by Linkin Park What Ive Done which is a song form thier just release album Minutes to Midnight.After hearing the song i feel quite emotional again because of the lyrics as i think back of my past.Thinking back of all the bad things that i have done and wishing that i can be forgiven by those people i have hurt and harm.I know that what done is done and we have no way of turning back time, i also know that by using the word "Sorry" is useless.But i still want to say "Sorry" to those people i have hurt and harm.Anyway here is the lyric of the song by Linkin Park.Hope you guys will enjoy it.

What Ive Done
By Linkin Park

In this farewell
There’s no blood
There’s no Alibi
‘Cause I’ve Drawn Regret
For the Truth
Of a Thousand Lies

[Pre-Chorus]
So let Mercy
Come And Wash Away
What I’ve Done

[Chorus]
I’ve Faced myself
To Cross out what I’ve Become
Erase Myself And let Go of What I’ve done

Put to rest
What you Thought of Me
Well I Cleaned this Slate
With the Hands of Uncertainty

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]
For What I’ve Done
I’ll start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends
I’m Forgiving What I’ve Done!!!

[Chorus]
What I’ve Done Forgiving
What I’ve Done

별 Byul by Youme OST from 200 Pound Beauty

2007-06-05T03:56:00.000+08:00

I was watching 200 Pound Beauty and i suddenly fell in love with this song as it is so nice and meaningful.Hope you guys will enjoy the song as i have change my blog song to it too...So here is the Lyrics for those who want to understand the song like me...

200 Pound Beauty - 별Byul by Youme

The wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room,
the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,
the stars reassure tired methey wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me
don’t be hurt too much..

They hug me tight and pamper me and comfort me,
telling me to go to sleep though
I’m exhausted to the point where
I can’t walkthough my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short,
I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart like those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming.
Though it is unusual that my one star is bright it is very bright, even blinding..
It comes down to my shoulder stop being so sad..
It holds my hand as it touches me and gives me a warm hug

Though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walkthough my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get
Even though our happy times were short,
I’ll treasure it deep inside my heartlike those countless number of stars, forever
Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars

Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever

Hope you guys will enjoy it...But i am sure one person will enjoy it very much as this song was introduced to me by the person and it some how is talking about the person life...Don't worry you still have us by your side to company you...Take care...And good luck to all my friends who are having papers tomorrow...Jia You...Ganbatte...

Sudden Emotional Attack

2007-05-30T23:32:00.000+08:00

I am not sure what is happening to me now.Maybe because after listening to the song sang by Redwan Ali - Would You Be There.I am not saying that i am doubting my precious one as i don't even want her to die for me or run away from home with me.I would do it anything for her if i can as i don't mind to die for her as she is my precious one and i hope that she will be happy always and to be there by her side and be her guardian angel when i am dead.So sorry if i scared you precious one.I Love You.

Would You Be There
By Redwan Ali

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's okay.
Would you stand by me,
let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender love and care.
Would you die for me,
Would you run with me,
And never look back.

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I'm away, would you still think of me
And wish that you could hold me now,
Would you die for me,
Would you run with me,
All the way..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there,to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
to kiss my pain away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there,to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
to kiss my pain away?

Would you be there?
For me..

It takes a lifetime to build up a friendship/relationship but sometimes it just take a short moment to break it.How sad is it?

2007-03-26T04:55:00.000+08:00

It been a long time since i come back to my blog to update.I think maybe i am just too lazy or got nothing got nothing to update you guys.So sorry.Anyway i have been with my Darling Evelyn for 1 year already.I hope that our relationship can go on and on even though i myself know that nothing is forever, it is how you want it to turn out to be.Just want those who are reading my blog to know that please treasure the one's you loved and never let them down be it doing things to hurt him/her or just make decision about breaking up without thinking what consequences you might face if you do it.

Anyway i wish that my friends around me will stay happy always and also my group of best buddy from secondary school.I might be out of the group but i still hope you guys will stay happy always even though i know you might not read my blog.

5am in the morning and i am not tired.Haha.Tomorrow going to get scolding from my Darling already.Sleep so 'early'.

Big Turn and Change in my Life

2007-01-10T23:04:00.000+08:00

It been a bad start for me this year. Things just happen so fast and i am not able adapt to the changes. My grandfather just pass away on 4th of January, I was very sad as since I was brought to this world i have been living with my grandparents for about 5 years before i was brought back to my home and live with my parents and twins younger brothers. I had so much "遗憾" regrets in my life now which i can't forguve myself. As I never fulfill my grandfaher widh before he breathe his last breathe. He keep wanting to see me but i was rushing my projects and going out. I can't blame it on projects. Cause i keep telling myself that i have one more day to visit him but who knows that the one day never came.
Now i have to live my life on with this “遗憾" regrets. I just hope everyone will treasure their love ones and not be like me. Spend more time with love ones and cherish each and everyday you have with them and don't live to regret it. Anyways i would like to thanks everyone who was there for me and especially my fellow INTSC Main Comms who was there t comfort me and or course my girlfriend Evelyn who was there trying to comfort me when i was down late in the night. Thanks everyone. I will do my best to carry on with my life.

Big Thanks to Those Special Person in My Life

2006-11-07T00:14:00.002+08:00

It been a few weeks since i last blog if i am not wrong.This post is for someone special in my heart.We have been through many hurdles and setbacks which have brings us to where we are now.We have a lot people to thank though, if without them i think the both of us would have gone separate ways since we broke up the first time.Firstly is of cause my brothers in INTSC(Zhen Xiang a.k.a Juon, Yuan Long a.k.a Beat Boxer, Si Jie a.k.a Psyduck, Stacy a.k.a Togepi).Without you guys i think i would have been the same person as i used to be when i first enter TP.Thanks a lot.If next time you guys need help, i will there and help you guys if i can.I will do my best. =)
The next special person is of course my Darling Lao Po le lor.Haha.Thanks for being there for me when i am really down and stress by my INTSC stuffs.Although most girls would do the same things but you understand how i feel and what i need the most when i am down and stress.You never stress me in anything when you know that i am being tied down by some stuffs.I will do my best to treat better and better each day.
The next special person is someone who i used to talk,travel to and back from school.She is like soulmate to me.If i never know her then i would not be who i am now.It was her who somehow introduce me to the girlfriend that i have now.But it seems like that time when i broke up with my girlfriend which made her feel so fed up and angry with me.Just want to tell her that i am sorry and i will always treat you as my soul mate whom i can always talk to when i have problems.

Big Thanks to Someone Special

2006-11-07T00:14:00.000+08:00

2006-10-30T09:14:00.000+08:00

This post is specially for Cat...You will always be a friend of us or even one of our best friend who was always there for your friends when they need you...We will never forget you...Remember what you promise me...got time must come back and find us and chat wor...Will miss you de...Don't be sad le...Cheer Up...

2006-10-20T22:55:00.002+08:00

Been living and breathing oxygen in this world for almost going to 20 years soon...It is only that this few days while i was in Team Bonding Camp after nights out where i went to take a bath and start to think of ~Her~ even when i am sleeping...When you like a person, the looks don't really matters much at all instead...I feel that i was so bad when i think back the time when i first got attached to her, i didn't even treasure her and i still mind that she was not pretty enough...I realise i was too materialistic and i mind looks...It is only recently that i found out in my years of growing up and that i realise she was the one for me as she accept me for who i am...I also realise that my heart was no longer with me already as it had already gone to her...Everyday and night all i think was her in my mind...Just want to tell my friends out there that looks really doesn't matter when it comes to relationship instead what matters most the person is able to accept you for who you are and be there for you when you need the person...

Finally i am back from Team Bonding Camp on Wednesday night 12 midnight...It was a success, thanks to the Admin Programme Logistic Food and also not to forget the helpers and FAs...It was my second time being a FAs for camp but this time was much different as compare to last time cause the last time i was FA for TPSU FOW and FOC...FOW and FOC was a much bigger group of campers and also a much bigger group of FA, I hope i have been a good FA for my empire Guido...And also to the campers of Guido who might be reading my blog now, I am really happy for the whole 3 days and 2 night being with you guys...You guys rocks and remember we will always be drifting...Haha...~Huha~

2006-10-20T22:55:00.001+08:00

2006-10-15T16:39:00.001+08:00

It being so long since i last blog out things already...Must be wondering what had happening to me and what was i doing all the time...Life was having quite a lot of ups and downs for me during that moment of time but i was able to get it through thinking of how should i solve it...But now i feel much more better than last time...Anyway this blog is actually want to ask to see if how many of you are interested in watching Death Note together before the school reopen on the day of our Semester Briefing...

2006-10-15T16:39:00.000+08:00

2006-08-29T13:58:00.000+08:00

Wat is tis feeling inside mi..?why is it like i can handle it until now...Argh...It hurts so much which is so painful tat i need 2 cry every now and then...Might as well let mi leave tis world den letting mi go through tis pain...
I am a bastard, a jerk which is jus a burden 2 everyone in tis world...
Is it better to have gain something and heve it by ur side..?
It is good 2 have it but when u lose it u will get hurt even more
Is it better to have lost it and gain it back again..?
Who will noe..?

2006-08-28T09:15:00.000+08:00

2day is DBSY test and i have yet study ani of the topics...there are too much things tat r happening in my mind tat make mi feel not at ease and unable 2 study...i always thought i could put it aside and study first but it seems like this time i cant realli do...this feeling inside my heart and things going through my mind are much more heavier than how it felt when i was in year 1...probably it is due to my both big brother r gone to service the country and i am all alone handling wif these things in my mind wifout their guidance and advice...i am such a "wo na" means useless in english...There is also this hole inside my heart which i always thought it was gone but it was not gone until these few days...haiz...life 4 mi has taken a great turn which make mi feel so lonely and useless..my tap is totally spoiled...in the nite where i am alone i feel tat darkness engulf mi totally where i feel so scare and cold...i jus wan 2 say sorrie 2 those ppl whom i had made them angry, sad, worried and hurt...dui bu qi... :_(
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National Day

2006-08-10T10:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was Singapore's birthday...I had a different celebration from all da previous National Day where i would be at my grandma's house wif the whole family celebrating or at Esplanade watching the fireworks...Yuan Long, Benjamin, Melvin, Wei Ping, Dawn, Dominique, Marcus, Ivan and mi went over to Darren's house to play mahjong 2gether.It was da second time i play mahjong wfi money...At first i was losing all my tokens to Yuan Long, Melvin and Marcus...But during the last minutes i won back all the money and i relinquish my seat to Wei Ping to let him play...
After few hours of playing Mahjong, we decided to grab some bite for supper for our dinner as we left Darren's house at about 1.30am in the monrning...Haha :x...But when we went down to Wei Ping's van we realise that the back mirror of his van was being smashed quite badly. We were figuring out wat was so hard that could smash the mirror until so badly...We help Wei Ping clear up da shatterd pieces of mirror from the back of the van adn we were of to have our supper at a 24 hour coffee shop near Darren's house...After supper, Wei Ping send Melvin and Benjamin and Darren send Yuan Long, Marcus,Ivan and mi home where i reach home at about 3am if i am not wrong...Went to take a bath and den jus fall on my bed coz too tired le...Tat's how my day was like...Hehe...

Haunting

2006-08-04T01:58:00.000+08:00

Normal day as usual but did something daring by going 2 the curse kampong near Punggol MRT station...Darren, Yuan Long, Melvin, Joanna, Ming Sheng, Andy, Wei Ping and mi...Feel quite weird and eerie when we were quite near to teh anterance of the house...Scary sia...Tall grass surround the house and we need 2 find a route tat is easy 4 us to get near to da house...But it was fun...1 step closer to Death...Haha...

Lucky Day...Woots...

2006-06-10T00:23:00.000+08:00

2day had my OOAD test...Fail liao le...Haha..So hard and difficult to do...Maybe due 2 never study ba but this subject also got no right or wrong de...If get a pass i will b happy enough le...After paper went to relax...Haha...Went to watch Omen wif Jocelyn Maryam Yuan Long Leon Benjamin and Boon Sheng...But Boon Sheng was late 4 the movie again...Tis time round he miss da whole movie and went to ask the usher whether he can change to another movie...Luckily they change to another movie if not he waste $9.50...Jocelyn Maryam and Yuan Long went home after the shop while mi Benjamin and Leon decided 2 wait 4 Boon Sheng 2 finish his show...Den we went to play the Happy Lifter game at Century Square arcade to try our luck on the PSP...Both mi and Benjamin were so geng of the game so we try the game...It was so difficult den we decided 2 wait for Boon Sheng to come out den try again...2 my amaze I won the PSP wif jus $5 onli...So happi and stun during tat moment...Haha...I think not muhc ppl will believe it except 4 Benjamin, Leon and Boon Sheng who were there wif mi on the spot...Haha...

2006-05-23T22:44:00.000+08:00

Okie okie i am here to blog le...Being saving my emotions and feelings to blog coz da past few weeks got nothing much special to blog out...But now i got things to blog out bcoz of wat being happening recently to my life...Both of my poly brothers are leaving me for NS soon...Haiz..."All good must come to an end." How i wish tat good things dun have to come to an end...Sob...I was thinking of saving all my emotions and let it out on the graduation day of da Main Comms of AY05/06...Haiz...I broke into tears on the farewell dinner for the Main Comms after we had our dinner and getting ready for group photo...I think it will b hard for mi to handle things all by myself especially BGR and other personals things without my brothers being by my side to give mi advice and listening to my probs...But dun worry brothers i will remember wat u guys told mi...I will b strong coz i am already a grown up guy now and i cant jus broke down into tears veri easy instead i should try to face it...Realli gonna miss u guys...I will try my best de brothers...Sob...I dun think i can write on le...If not i will break into tears again...Jus wanna tell tis to all da Main Comms out there who r looking at my blog now...U guys made mi into a guy tat i am now knowing how to b responsible and showing mi the life in poly...Thanks a lot...

2006-03-26T17:46:00.000+08:00

Sad...Flying to Shanghai in another 8hours time...Will miss INTSC peeps, fasmily members and also not 2 forget my precious darling too...Will miss ya lots darling...But i promise u i will make it back safely 4 yer darling...But i think u wont b able 2 see tis now but u will see tis msg maybe after i have board da plane in da midnight...Dun worry i am not angry or sad tat i cant see u b4 i enter da gate...Anyway i will miss ya lots and lots de darling...Do take good care of urself when u r alone in Singapore....Sorrie tat i made u feel alone in Singapore 4 a week but i will make it up 2 u when i am back in Singapore...Anyway anithing u need 2 find mi can call my phone or sms mi coz u sms mi is still da same price as u sms 2 mi in Singapore...I will sms u once every nite de...So dun worry okie darling...Got 2 stop here and double check my things le darling...Love ya...*Muacks*

2006-03-20T22:14:00.000+08:00

2day was a wonderful and unforgetable day 4 mi, i think it was also a unforgetable day 4 my dear too...We met up at Tampines interchange at 12pm.My dear pei mi go ICA building to pick up my ic before we went to Plaza Singapura to watch The Shaggy Dog...The movie was veri funny and sad too...But dear and mi enjoy the movie a lot coz the whole cinema was not fully packed and u can count da amount of ppl in the cinema too...Hehe...I thought still holidays 4 secondary sch and primary sch students...Haha...Den dear told mi i blur le...Coz their 1 week holiday end le..Hehe...Cant get used to having a long holiday tat r different from secondary and primary sch students...Hehe...After movie, dear and mi went ot Suntec City to shop around and walk walk...We went to the roof garden wif a motive to take our pics 2gether...Not do ahem ahem things wor...Hehe...When we wan 2 take our pics time always got ppl come in or suddenly appear liek light blubs...We were a little fed up coz it happen like so "zhun"...Cant believe it man...Hehe...Never the less we took 2 pics 2 gether but i was like looking else where coz i no skill ma...Hehe...Will practice more often...Hehe...Anyway dear i love ya and miss ya too...I am praying to hear good news from u...Realli wish u can go chalet wif mi tml...I am realli glad i have found u in my life...Sa Rang Hae Yo...

2006-03-19T23:24:00.000+08:00

2day got mixed feelings...Feeling bored and happi...Feeling bored bcoz didn't manage to go out wif my dear as she last minute need to go 4 wedding dinner...So got no choice jus stay at home and msg her to keep her company...But was happi even though i cant meet her and go out wif her...I was feeling happi coz dear msg mi 2 tell mi tat she dun need 2 go out to work, which means i can go out wif her and spend time wif her tml...Jus cant describe how i feeling now though...Jus happi ba...Maybe 2nite wont b able to slp too...Love ya dear and miss ya...Cant wait to see u tml...Any tis song is 4 u dear

What's Taking You So Long BabySo Many Hours So Many Days我心里的这句话还是想对你说Sa Rang Hae Yo
站在寂寞的舞台上灯光下拖着自己的影子音乐重复我们共同的忧伤
不是每一次的演唱就可以淡忘明天没有你In My Heart We'll Never Be Apart残留手上的香味提醒我在数位相机里留下的承诺每一封简讯传出的思念都对你说
Sa Rang Hae Yo Means I Love You代表着我离不开你每分每秒每一个声音只有你撒娇会让我微笑Sa Rang Hae Yo 只对你说I Will Love You And Forever More我答应 Baby You Will See每一个我都属于你 Yeah Yeah
残留手上的香味提醒我在数位相机里留下的承诺每一封简讯传出的思念都对你说
Sa Rang Hae Yo Means I Love You代表着我离不开你每分每秒每一个声音只有你撒娇会让我微笑Sa Rang Hae Yo 只对你说I Will Love You And Forever More我答应 Baby You Will See每一个我都属于你
Sa Rang Hae Yo Means I Love You代表着我离不开你每分每秒每一个声音只有你撒娇会让我微笑Sa Rang Hae Yo 只对你说I Will Love You And Forever More我答应 Baby You Will See每一个我都属于你
Oh Baby I Will Love You Because我都属于你 Yeah

2006-03-19T00:49:00.001+08:00

2day is a veri boring day coz didn't get to see my dear at all...Onli chat wif her through sms onli...Haiz...But all these cant help it at all as her mum doesn't allow her to have bf at tis point of time so we got 2 keep it a secret from her mum and go out onli on alternate days...Dear i gto 1 thing 2 tell u which is ever since u came into my life my life had made a great change...My dad change a lot and my mum also become more concern about mi le...Maybe is bcoz of u so all tis things change so much ma...Glad to have u in my life...Anyway jus to say these words 2 u here...I Love You Dear...Sa Rang Hae Yo...Hope tml have good news...Looking forward 2 tml outing...

2006-03-19T00:49:00.000+08:00

2006-03-18T01:11:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone...I am so happy...I will always remember this day 17th of March...I am glad i have found u jus like my brothers Eric and Qi Sheng told mi when i was down..."When it is time the right person will come into ur life."And 2day is da day where my dear appear in my life...I will try my best to make u happi and spend more time wif u during this few days as i will b goign 2 Shanghai soon...Will miss ya...And i love ya...Sa Rang Hae Yo...

2006-03-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

It been a long time since i last blog things out le...Now i blog le dun say i slowey le...Haha...Okie i was away for camp since 7th of March to 8th of March...My plan was to blog out da things happen for each day of da camp after the whole day of events but in the end it was either i was too tired or i got things to do so never update...Hehe...Da first day of camp was preparation of the OLTC...I went to sch early in da the morning bcoz of my CDS...Attend lecture and tutorial...It was so boring tat i wish da time will go by faster so tat i can get out of da class and escape from the lecture and tutorial...Hehe...After the lecture end i went to INTSC club to find my head of Log...Hehe...And this is da time when funs and holidays realli start...So went to club room and slack around 4 time 2 pass by until at nite where we watch Underworld Evolution at Lecture hall...Coz we have 2 wait for the Main Comm to finish their briefing b4 we have our mass briefing on the camp...

2nd day of camp
As usual i need to go for my Shanghai trip lecture and tutorial....Haiz...Didn't enjoyed my camp at all coz i need 2 go 4 lecture and tutorial for da whole week where i got camp on...And worse of all i cant missed or b excused 4 the lesson...Haiz...If i noe earlier i should have drop tis CDS so tat i can enjoyed my camp...Came back from my lecture and tutorial and i found out tat i didn't do much things for da day...So i decided 2 do da rest of da things 4 da next day by staying up da whole nite to pack and prepare items tat were needed 4 next day programme...So tat Ivan Benjamin and Jun Yong have fewer things to do da next day when i am not around to help out...But i got my Log Head to help out too...Desmond who also didn 't slp 4 da whole 2 days...Power...

3rd day of camp
The fun of da camp starts...Night performance...Hahaha...The time where da whole sub comms can b like da judges in GL camps using plastic plates writing comments for each of the group performance...Haha...I was like so evil...i write "No wonder not Sub Comms"...Haha...When Jonathan introduce us in our P.Squad got cheers 4 their heads but Log Comm also had our own cheers which was shocking 4 the Main Comms...Log Comm cheers goes "Log Comm eat already do wat..?Respond:Slp...Log Comm slp already do wat..?Respond:Eat...Log Comm onli eat slp eat slp...Log Comm oei...Log Comm oei...Log Comm oei..."Haha...But the performances were so funny and enjoyable...The performance i like da best is by Vilemian...So funny...Cant stop laughing...After all da performance, all of us dance TP mass dance and Chicky dance...So fun...After the performance as usual Log Comm clear up da mess...

4th day of camp
The last day of camp...Final Clash a game where all da empires r looking forward 2...Where all empires battle it out to get da title of best empire award...Final Clash was something similar to da Final Clash i played at GL camp...OLTC was a bit different coz we add in a Push Ball object named Bobby by da P.Squad who made it...After the Final Clash we were playing wif waters using buckets and pouring water on the Head of each committee...And worse of all was Bobby was being flatten by Benjamin wif a body press...I was stunned by da way how he throw his whole body on Bobby...Poor Bobby...

The whole camp ended and all da joy and laughter also came to an end...Hope there will b more camp 2 come by...Haha...Next event for mi is IT Project Show and Shanghai Trip...Recently i feel kinda weird...Cant realli say how is da feeling...Maybe i have fallen 4 someone already and i am scare of telling da person coz i scare the person might not like mi...Anyway now i jus wan 2 live my life to da fullest...Maybe after my Shanghai trip den i tell da person but will it b too late..?

2006-02-24T02:34:00.000+08:00

Today went back to school with Jocelyn to find our CMaths 2 lecturer to clarify some question...But when we went to school our lecturer was not available so we decided to go to the library to do some revision ourself...I thought library was the best place for us to study and revise but we were wrong ...@#$%... Cant even study as the people behind our table were so inconsiderable and act like a secondary school students instead of being more mature and study quietly like the rest of the people in the library...Then at 3.30pm we went back to IT school to try our luck to see if the lecturer was around...We went up to level 7 but the lecturer was still not around...Sad...We decided to go down to concourse and study and the funniest and lamest things start to happen because Leon was around...He was like so lame and slow...What made us laugh and feel lame were his "England" as they were powderful and butterful...The victims were Jocelyn, Evelyn and me...We couldn't study at all and our stomach were so pain due to too much laughter and lameness from Leon...Then he told us in Chinese he was "Lang Ren" which means "Wolf Man" in English...And now he got a new nick name called Colour Wolf Man...Haha...How to spell "Lame,Lamp,Lamb,Colour Wolf,Wu Lame" and the answer is the one and only "Leon"...Haha...Anyways thanks to his laughter which made our studying not so dull...Thanks "Lang Ren"...Haha...

2006-02-17T00:15:00.000+08:00

It has been such a long time since i blog le...I think i was MIAing for a very long time le...I decided to come back and update since so many people want me to update and know what is happening to me...Quite a lot of things to say but i try to keep it short and simple ba...During the time i was MIAing i was thinking through certain things in my life late in the night in my room...As too much things happen to me in this year but never the less i was again able to overcome it through the help of my brothers...Life still goes on for me even though i know the sun will not rise up from the same place again in my heart...Life is always full of ups and downs for me so i can't predict what might happen next in my life...Just hope that the next time it happen i will be able to overcome it faster as my brothers are graduating adn i won't be seeing them anymore in school...I think that's all for the time i am MIAing...2day went to school to meet brothers, Dominique and Benjamin to watch I Not Stupid Too at Princess...The show was so nice and touching...Both one bad thing about the show is that you will never know when you should cry or smile because the show sometimes makes you laugh and sometimes make you cry so you are not able to control your feelings in time...I was like very touch at some moment then suddenly it will make me laugh so it was hard for me to decide whether to be sad or laugh...Overall it was quite a nice and touching show after all...I enjoyed my day and brother don't think so much anymore...Maybe you just need time and you will be able to get over it de...Jia you...

2006-02-03T03:39:00.000+08:00

2day was jus another normal day for mi...Went to sch early in da morning but was late for my NMM lab..Haiz...Clear my leave since is first time onli..Bwahaha...But seeign and knowing all the Main comm all so stress up wif their Major Project...Hope they can complete their Major Project by 2nite or early in the morning...Jia you all Main Comm...U guys can do it de...Coz INT rocks...

2006-01-25T00:39:00.000+08:00

Veri long never blog already...Was busy wif TP open house for 3 days...The whole 3 days was a blast as mi, Yuan Long, Ivan, Dominique, Dawn, Su Fen and a group of sub comms and IT students...It has been a long time we haven't been rara for ani of the school events but during Open House we were like shouting and cheering like mad and lost my voice eventually but i had fun...And INTSC events never fail 2 make mi feel happy and cheer mi up when my mood is not so good...INTSC rocks on man adn ITAS rocks too...Bwahahahahaha...
After Open House i was busy wif my OOPG assignment which was due on Monday...Goner...I was rushing like mad and OOPG became OMG for mi at tat veri moment when i got so fed up as i got tons of error and i dunno how to do it...But i am glad tat Yuan Long was there to help mi for some of my methods if not i am sure goner 4 my OOPG assignment le...Thanks man Long...
2day went to sch as per normal in the early morning...Last nite never slp at all jus going through my codes to make sure it is correct...Skip 2 lectures 4 2day...Haha...Goner already...Now rushing assignment as due dates r coming closer and closer already...And tis sem is ending quite soon which gives mi mixed feelings of happy and sad...Happy bcoz i am moving on 2 year 2.1 sad bcoz most of the Main Comm r leaving the sch already...And i wont b able 2 see her much often in sch like now...Haiz... 2day went home wif her but on da bus we had some misunderstanding but eventually we solved it...Thanks god tat we were able 2 solve it b4 we reach her house bus stop...Dun think so much 4 now girl i will wait 4 ur answer dun worry...

2006-01-19T01:55:00.000+08:00

Why do mt dad always quarrel wif my mum over small things..?I am so fed up wif my dad...I cant stand it anymore...Cant he jus find a job to support da family..?I am realli tired of hearing them quarrel already...Arghhh..!I going 2 break down sooner or later...Why tis year is so unlucky for mi and why must fate keep playing wif mi..?Izzt that it wan mi 2 break down b4 it den it will noe how i feel..?Arghhh..!I jus hope tml Open house nothing bad happen...If not i dunno wat am i going 2 do already...Haiz...Hope tml will b a better day ahead...

2006-01-16T23:48:00.000+08:00

First day of sch went to see doctor wif Qi Sheng...Woke up late and end up meeting up Qi Sheng at a much later time den i was supposed 2 meet him...Den we went 2 take our number and dne we waited 4 quite a long time b4 we got ourself registered to consult the doctor...Den dunno why Qi Sheng so fast go in and come out of the room while i had 2 wait so long b4 i can go and consult teh doctor in da room...I think tis year is not such a good year 4 mi sia...Haha...Yesterday was my lucky day ba...Maybe bcoz u say it out to make me feel happy or it is realli true but thanks anyway...But i noe 1 lucky thing which is you maybe bcoz u told mi tat u were da 1 who was hiding behind mi all da while and having feelings 4 mi...But i realli glad i had noe u...Hope tis time Fate dun make fun of u and mi...Haha...But 2day was quite a normal day for mi jus tat i was so tired and giddy after taking my medicine...Haha...i think i will end here ba...Tml will b a better day ahead of mi and new things awaits 4 mi to explore and learn...Bwahahahaha...

2006-01-15T14:44:00.000+08:00

Didn't know that you would call me so late in the night...It has been a long time since i last talk to you because you r inside while i am still outside...Last nite slp at 4plus...Woke up early in the morning just wait for you to call me but you never call me...It been a long time since we had a good chat...Just another normal day for me today...hoping something good will happen..Haha...But still sick and weak though...Haha...I think my body is trying to tell me to take a good rest already...Haha...Guess i just try to hold on for few more days and if i really can't take it anymore i jus take a long rest...Watch Bleach since morning until now...To those peeps out there who know what happen to me last nite and care for mi: dun think so much and dun have to worry so much about mi...Like i told you guys i will a alright and here i am...As long as i am standing here in front of u guys mean i am alright as i am not dead yet...Haha...I am realli glad tat i have such good peeps like u guys around mi...Cant thank u guys enough for being there for mi when i need someone to b there for me...

2006-01-15T01:26:00.000+08:00

Went to school today to help pack the goodie bags..The goodie bag look so nice that i want to bring it home and use it...Haha...Today was a normal day for me but the view at night from my room window is so beautiful...I can see the moon and stars...But i also glad for you too that you have found your boyfriend...Hope you will be happy and last long with him...Congrats...

2006-01-12T09:51:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the last day of Director's cup...Finally i am able to take a good rest...Haha...But i think i am already used to being busy and running up and down from the Director's Cup and now suddenly no need to rush myself for Director's Cup feel so different...Haha...Maybe i am getting used to be a logistic guy or anything also do guy...Haha...Went to meet all the INTSC official at the club room at 4plus...Then everyrbody start to make fun of me when Giselle came into the club room,everybody start to say that me and Giselle are together...I was STUNNED..!Haha...Then Jocelyn use my msn and change my nick to [AkimotoTaiki] I'm so happy, I'm so glad that I know Giselle... [Reason] MUACKS!...I see liao shocked and stunned...The weather don't like us to have our Director's Cup and it keep raining and the god make fun of us,when we went to mop the floor dry that time it start to rain again...Sadness...But after awhile the god was good 2 us coz the rain came to a stop and we were able 2 continue our games...Haha...Street Soccer match was interesting and exciting as i watch the match as a refree and seeing Lecturers and Students enjoying themself...Haha...Yesterday was the only day that i was so mad and happy in my whole life and all thanks to INTSC peeps...Some more i still play in the rain even though i am having a high fever...Haha...I think i am crazy and too high already...Haha...Thanks guys i realli glad that i had know you guys...And not to forget Giselle...Haha...My big sister(da jie jie)... =)...And hope that you will be alright again and able to talk to me again...Take care peeps...

2006-01-04T11:15:00.000+08:00

Wah...So tired from yesterday director's cup...Woke up late in the morning and missed my IISO lecture...Sianz...So tired and breaking down soon...Hope 2day will be a great day ahead for mi...2day Director's cup was being cancel due 2 da rain but after awhile the rain stop...As if the weather was playing wif us...Haiz...But at least we got time 2 do and edit our NMM project...Anyway i realli hope u will b able to come back as da girl i used to know...I am realli sorrie tat i cause u all those troubles by having feelings 4 u...I am realli sorrie...I respect ur decision no matter wat...I actually noe ur answer and tat's da reason when i see u i still smile and tok 2 u...Dun let others pressure u...Jus stick 2 ur decision and b firm wif u as no matter wat decision u make i will respect...Hope u will b okie soon...Take care okie girl...If got problem can call mi or find mi...I will listen 2 ur probs...Ganbatte girl...

2005-12-25T04:53:00.000+08:00

2day was a funny and enjoyable day 4 mi even though my mood was not so good but my poly friends do make 2day a wonderful day 4 mi...Thanks a lot guys...Glad i got 2 know u guys...I will b brave myself and get up again...I will try my best guys...Bcoz i know whenever i am down i can count on u guys...I hope we can go back 2 the same as last time where u and i can joke 2gether and have fun...I realli hope time can go back so that u would never noe...As i find tat if u never noe about it we would still b the same as last time...I hope 2 see u smile again...Anyway i hope ur wish and hope will come true...If u have prob i will b here 2 listen and help u...

2005-12-22T19:38:00.000+08:00

Woke up late in the morning...Today must eat Tang Yuan,i woke up late le and my mum still ask me to finish my Tang Yuan before i can go to school...Sianz...After finishing my Tang Yuan i rush to school taking bus 83 first den change to bus 34...But surprisingly whe i got on bus 34 that time i still can take the same bus as Su Fen and Dominique...I thought i was late already but when i look at my watch and the time was jus 7.45am...I think i too stress and tired already...Hehe...When we reach school we went 2 ITAS canteen adn study for awhile before we went up to the tutorial room for our Cmaths 2 paper...When i sat down to look at the paper i was stunned cause what i learn focus on was graph and the paper only have 1 graph question...Then i start to panic as i only know how to do the graph question only...Jia liat...Goner already my C Maths 2 paper...After the paper, i company my classmates to eat at opposite TP coffee shop...After lunch, Yuan Long, Leon, Jonathan, Dawn and me went back to school with the mind set on playign basketball but suddenly it start to rain and we got no choice so we went to book a squash court to play squash...It was so tiring as it been a long time since i touch squash already... But never the less we enojoyed ourself too...After playign squash, Yuan Long, Jonathan and me went to Hougang Plaza and meet their friends for Dota...Hehe...A week never touch Dota hand feel itchy...Hehe...Just to sum up the day, it was fun and enjoyable...Hehe...I hope you also enjoy your day too...Hope u will be smiling from today onwards as Chirstmas is near and exams are over...If you do have problems can tell me i will be here to listen to your problems...

2005-12-09T11:14:00.000+08:00

~Death~ Woke up early in the morning feel so tired... Yawnz~ Went to take a bath and get ready for school... I was listening to mp3 Zen as i walk to my house downstair bus stop... Dunno wat happens mi as da more i listen to my mp3 songs i feel moody and sad... As the song i was listening to were "Because I Am A Girl" and "Shan Hu Hai"... When the bus came i board the bus, as the bus was full so i cant sit down so i stand and hold the pole... Den all of the sudden tears roll out of my eyes and drip on to the auntie who was sitting down on the chair... The auntie was shocked when my tear drip on to her pants den she look up but there was no water droplets on the air con den she look at mi den i pai seh... First time cry on the bus sia... No face le... ~Sadness~ *I giving up and leaving out of the relationship, i am sorrie as i think i am selfish*

2005-12-07T00:14:00.000+08:00

*Someday*Finally i came back to update my own bloggie...It has been almost 2 weeks since i last update my bloggie...My bloggie now do not have any music anymore because the server i use to upload my mp3 file is gone so my bloggie will not have sound...So stress nowadays...Got too much assignments to complete and submitted by week 5...Which is tis week...I think i going to fail or lose some marks for some of my subjects...My mood also veri weird too...When i am doing or rushing my assignments it will just come out and hunt me and make me feel so sad all of the sudden...I hate it when it happens..Feel like crying but i can't cry out...It is so unbearable...Argh what is happening to me..?*Zhi Wo Cui Mian*

2005-11-24T08:32:00.000+08:00

~The Way Of Life~ Okie i am here to update my blog since so many ppl ask mi 2 update my blog...I dun have so much time 2 come update everyday sia...So busy wif my assignment and almost everyday end sch so late...Wake up early in the morning 2day but actually cant slp even though i was lying on my bed...Dunno the reason why too...Went 2 sch jus like any other day jus tat 2day i was so early until i reach Tampines area at 7am...So i decide 2 stay at the bus stop where i usually change 2 bus 23 until the time reach 7.30am b4 i took bus 23...First lesson NMM,Quite fun though...Dunno wat am i going 2 do after my 2 hours of NMM, jus come sch 4 onli 2 hours and go home...Sianz...I think i will stop here 4 the moment coz doing NMM...~Because You Are A Girl~

2005-11-12T01:15:00.000+08:00

~Just Another Day~Went to school early in the morning as usual...So tired but yet feel quite happy as weekend is coming near and i can relax myself on weekend...Today scholl was still fun and and interesting still...I guess my life will always be this way with friends and classmates around me and not forgetting INTSC sub com members...AS they do play a part in my life by bring colours to my life during my holidays...But today i had a strange feeling when i was on my way back home alone after playing just a round of Dota with Yuan Long and his friends...While i was on Bus 83 listening to my phone mp3 player and the song was just nice Jay Zhou new song named "Shan Hu Hai"...I liked this song very much as it got meaning and some how it also link back to one of my past relationship...So as i listen to the song,suddenly tears just roll out of my eyes...I thought i had already forget about relationship during my holidays and by packing my school time table until there is no time for me to ponder on such things but some how those feelings just come out...I guess i really can't run away from my past relationship feelings...But i will just remember it as a good memories in my mind and hoping i will be able to concentrate on my studies for now and put relationship feelings aside...~BaByLuV~

2005-11-10T22:10:00.000+08:00

Super tired today...Woke up early in the morning at 6am just because of a 2hour lab in the morning...Went to school in the usual way...Today NMM lab was quite fun as it was like almost the same as making a blog of my own... ^_^...NMM was a quite fun subject which is just like Java as i can make nice looking web site if i am pro enough ^_^ but now still noob for both NMM and blog...So i will take my time to learn more about it adn have fun with it... ^_^...After NMM Pricilla and me went to level 7 lab and watch Final Fantasy VII Advent Children on my lappy before i send it for repair... :_(...It was my sixth time watching the movie but it was not boring even though i watch over and over again... ^_^...So after finishing watching the movie,Pricilla and me went to attend Mr Kang lecture at 12pm... ^_^ both me adn pricilla still find Mr Kang lecture is the best as he is faster then the lecturer that is teaching us now...How i wish Mr Kang can teach our class OOPG and it will be fun and interesting...After Mr Kang lecture ended,my friend Matthew and i took a cab down to Toshiba Dynamics to send my lappy for service...Sad...The lady there told me that the faster i can get back my lappy is 3days and longest is 3weeks...Omg i think i going to miss my lappy... :_(...But can say today is my lucky day i guess...I saw both crush while i was on my way back to TP to company Matthew for his leadership lecture... ^_^...~YaWnZ~...Guess i will stop here for now...Too tired...

2005-11-09T23:31:00.000+08:00

Third day of my school...I woke up early by i went back to sleep and overslept...By right i should be up by 7am but i lazy cause i still in holiday mood... ^_^... Because of my laziness my two days allowance just fly away to the taxi driver...Sob...I can't blame anybody as i am lazy...Haha...Today was quite ok during lesson time...As usual my classmates and me had a great time in school...What was really interesting and happening today is that i went for my Japanese lecture...Before the lecture start my teacher show us a cute flash of cats created by a Japanese guy or girl...What is funny about the flash is that the person who created it add a so call techno song that i always hear when i go clubbing every Friday and the song is Dragostea Tin Tei...It was so funny...Can't stop laughing when i watch the flash... ^_^...I guess i never join the wrong cds...I think this cds will make me feel relax after a long day of studying for my core subjects...I think i will stop here 4 now...Tomorrow got morning lab 8am scare i late again... ^_^

2005-11-08T20:27:00.000+08:00

Woke up late this morning and i was late for my OOPG lecture...Today was another tiring day for me...Lesson start from 9am all the way until 6pm with only 2 break in between...But it was a fun and interesting day for me...I went for both of my cds lesson...During Japanese language lesson was interesting as it makes me feel like i am taking my Chinese Han Yu Pin Yin as it has 5 pronounciation which is almost the same as Chinese Han Yu Pin Yin...The teacher teach us how 2 pronounce the 5 letters and also some basic greeting in Japanese...It was so fun...The teacher also keep asking the whole class whether we are ok in Japanese which goes "Ii desu ka?" and we must reply we are ok in Japanese which goes like "Hai, ii desu."...After my Japanese language lesson end i went for my second cds which was Basic Financial Accounting which i just add into my time table...Before i went for this lesson i thought it had something to do with maths and i was scared i might fail it but after i went to the tutorial and the teacher told the whole class it has not much things to do with maths and i felt relieve as i am scare of maths since secondary school... ^_^ Haha...I am so tired after today lesson...Hope i am able to cope with my 3 core subjects if not i think i must drop either Japanese Language or Basic Financial Accounting so that i won't neglect my 3 core subjects...i think i will stop here for today...Hope tomorrow will be another fun and interesting day ahead... ^_^

2005-11-08T00:22:00.000+08:00

~Yawns~Woke up early in the morning 2day as i was going to meet Qi Sheng to eat Ya Kun Bread at 8am...First time eat Ya Kun bread...Haha...It was quite filling even though it jus seems like 4 slices of bread, two hard boiled eggs and a cup of ice milo...~Delicious~...First day of sch was quite ok for me as it was jus like my semester one time table...I enjoy myself with the company of my classmates and friends in school...During one of our breaks some of my classmates and me went to the new canteen that we were waiting for since we enter TP...We sat down on the big round table which remind us of the Channel 8 show Tong Xin Yuan and Yuan Long started singing the OST of that show...So funny...We chat about things in school and even INTSC camp events...After the last lesson which was the best as we jus went into the room jus for about 15minutes and the teacher say that's all for today so we left the school compound and Yuan Long and his friend Jonathan suggest we go play Dota...So we went to Hougang Plaza and play until around going to 10,we left the place and went home...I was so tired and shag after playing the game...Guess i didn't have enough slp for quite a few weeks...I think i will stop here for today and it has been a long time since i updated my nlog... ^_^

2005-10-22T00:55:00.000+08:00

It was a great day 2day...My friends and i went 2 Marina Bay and eat steam boat...We had so much fun down there...We tok cock and ask each person lame jokes...Haha...It been a long time i had so nuch fun and enjoy myself...I guessed 2day is onli da day tat i laugh all da way 2 Marina Bay and back from Marina Bay...We also discuss new dance step when we go clubbing next time...Haha...Guess i will stop here ba as we going 2 play swimming le..Haha...

2005-10-14T04:03:00.000+08:00

Wow...It was so fun at Rush jus now...Da ppl in da pub can b counted wif my 2 hands adn tis was also a good thing 4 mi and my friends...AS we had more den enough space 4 us 2 dance 2 da music...We hardly had such a big space 4 us 2 dance...Da dj was also good as all da music da Dj played was so power...I guess clubbing has become part of my life...I hope she wont mind mi have clubbbing as a part of my life...Yawnz...Guess i will stop here 4 now...Too shag after coming home after dancing 4 da whole 3 hours...Haha...

2005-10-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

2dae morning i woke up as usual and company my mum 2 Tan Tock Seng Hospital 4 check up...I am glad tat da tumour taken out from my mum operation was harmless when they took out from her neck...Phew...So after my mum check up,we both went 2 waterloo street 2 pray 2 god...So we also had lunch 2gether and we also decided 2 watch da Chinese movie "Shen Hua" which is known as "The Myth" in english...Da show was fantastic and i like it veri much...It is like a fairy tale tat every guy and girl would like 2 have if i am not wrong...Having a guy or a girl 2 wait 4 u 2 return...Wat more could u ask 4 from ur loves 1 when they r willing 2 wait 4 u 2 return or come back...Overall i enjoyed my day 2dae wif my mum as it beens a long time since i go shopping and watch movie wif her...If u were around wif mi and my mum i will b much happier as i would like my mum 2 noe how different u r from other girls she had seen...

2005-10-09T18:08:00.000+08:00

Wat a boring day again 4 mi...Been sitting in front of my computer doing nothing except listening 2 music and watching Endless Love MTV...Jus cant help thinking about her...I am realli confused as i dunno wat i should do about it...Haiz maybe she realli have caught my heart..I used 2 think i wont like her at all and wont b wif her no matter wat...If i am given a chance 2 b wif her i hope our relationship will last...

2005-10-08T22:36:00.000+08:00

It was quite a nite...My friends and i had so much fun at Rush...But something jus struck mi when i was resting in 1 of da corner near da mirror which makes mi stare blankly in da mirror which was like a flash back of my past which make mi almost cry on the spot...It been hard 4 mi 2 change myself from not going 2 clubbing all da times...Guess i coulld never change 4 da girl i like or am i so stupid 2 change jus 4 a girl tat i like..?Or could she b tat special 2 mi and i need her 2 b wif mi..?

2005-10-06T12:51:00.000+08:00

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